Why do people hate me so much?

[dream42886]

For some reason everyone seems to hate me or not want me around lately, i have never felt so unexcepted by the people i am around, even my friends, it seems like this world doesn't want me here or something. I can't even fucking coem home without my mom making me cry and then i get to come home to my stupid dad calling me names, it's like i can't

Comments

[upinsmokie]

Carmen, what the hell are you talking about? no one hates you darling. this world does not hate you. and anyway if anyone makes wise ass comments about you, or does any shit to upset you then they're really not your friends anyway. and why would you want them to be? im obviously your friend, i would never make you upset in any kind of way or make you feel left out.it really bothers me that you say you think about death. if i ever found out you hurt yourself or jumped off the balcony in the mall (which is really stupid i think) man....i dont know what i would do. but you cant begin to realize how much that would affect me. and the rest of your friends. seriously babe. and fuck those people. do you honestly think you're going to to keep all your friends after high school? those are the ones you wont fuckin need. the friends you keep and have after high school will be the true friends. like me :-) so please please man, dont talk like this...please. i love you.

J E S S

it rips my life away... but its a great escape

[regginator]

love, if you EVER want to escape, from anything, you call me, and you come over. i could sit around and play video games or watch movie or just talk with you forever. i know i seem like i get annoyed, but its because i have many many problems carmen... im so fuckd up on the inside... but i promise that if i ever feel anything negative for you, ill tell you straight up. so whenever you need an out, come to me, ill be your second home if need be. i love you dear feel betetr. 1

[wangfrenzy]

i love too carmen. no one hates you, we all love you. u dont tag along youre always wanted. especially with me and jess. :) girls night out is always a fun time. youre special carmen, i mean it. we love you. i get what you mean tho when everything seems to be going downhill but its ok...just think theres only one more week of school then you can relax at home and just chill...sleep it off...and be alright. you'll be fine, babe. please dont say things like that about dying. it makes me sad...and i know its how u feel but it really shouldnt be..youre a really great person. know this. <3

[spanking_monkey]

I love you carmen. Im sorry that i might not tell you enough. You are loved, very loved. I hope that you always remember that not only me, but all these people that have left their words, love you.
You should not cage so much up dear. everyone needs an outlet. Talk to us, we are here..

-Kit