This thing is destroying me.. I wish it were more simple. A more simple time to be who i am. To simply hold it in my arms would be my destruction.

"do you know how far this has gone ( Read more... )

What a shitty existence i currently sustain. I am unhappy..

I feel that if throughout my entire life I were looking, searching, for anything, it would have to be how and why. How it was that we humans were created, and even further, why it is that we exist. These questions have been pondered upon by the great minds of every era in known existence. These people, our ancestors, our fellow humans, have been ( Read more... )

Well, life is good. I'm still with Pauline, and i am happier than ever. It feels so good to have things going right. *smiles, yawns, goes to bed*

Wow... an update. How unheard of is that shit, huh? Well, life has been rather different the past while. Things have changed, my comp is broken, its different. But yes, i am alive and well. Almost a year with me and hotpants. Thats really nice. Things seem to be going pretty well for me. Stubs gets back in about a month. I have a job and it sucks ( Read more... )

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)Very HighLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)ExtremeLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Extreme ( Read more... )

what a waste of my last nite of freedom before once again being trapped within the walls of hell.

Well, since my last post i have made a few phone calls, smoked, and given some more thought to thinking. I have had a weird vibe all day, making me uncomfortable. I spoke to two friends who said they both, separately, had also felt odd. And told me this with out my ever mentioning. Odd.

Anyone else feel weird today?

Christmas and new years came and went as if nothing had happened at all. New experiences came with new years however, but nothing really major. It seems as though everyone has been really emotional lately. Introspective.. Trying to figure out where we are going in life i suppose. College, jobs, life. Thats a scary thought to me. That i need to ( Read more... )