For some reason everyone seems to hate me or not want me around lately, i have never felt so unexcepted by the people i am around, even my friends, it seems like this world doesn't want me here or something. I can't even fucking coem home without my mom making me cry and then i get to come home to my stupid dad calling me names, it's like i can't ( Read more... )

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Lonely is the feeling inside.
Lonely is the one
Where you have no one left
And everything is done.
You try to run and hide from it
But it finds you anyway
When you go to sleep at night,
Where it likes to stay.
Lonely is those sleepless nights
Where the pillow is full of tears.
So many of them fall
With every new fear.

I really wanna change my journal to friends only but after talking to a friend i learned it's more complicated then i want to deal with. so yea i am lazy and don't feel like doing it now...damn. o well so yea sorry about the last post i guess it was pointless. man today kinda sucked i am so tired of stupid people at work and stress and shit from ( Read more... )

My Journal is moving to friends only, anyone still want to be on my friends list?

"The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else."

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