If this little road trip thing works out next week... I'm excited!  I miss the girls, and the boy.  And I miss you.  I know, I know, I was with you all day on Sunday.  But it didn't feel like it.  We were both there... but I still miss you.  It's been a while since we've had some good quality time.  Hehe.  And being in a car... talking usually ( Read more... )

I hate nights like to night... conversations like the one we just had.  Because I get so upset, and you just don't care and probably think nothing of it at all.  And it hurts.  But then tomorrow we'll talk just like nothing ever happened.  I hate it.

Ugh.  I think I'm gonna cry!  I just... I don't know much of anything right now... and I'm not sure what to do!  Help??

I'm pretty much void of all feeling right now, although it seems as if one is present in it's purest form. I miss people so much tonight.  I haven't really had much direct contact with anyone, other than my mom, since school got out.  And aside from bee last Tuesday I haven't seen any of you guys since the week before finals.  How weird is that ( Read more... )

I don't even know where to start with this.  Things have just seemed so weird with you lately.  I can't pinpoint what's changed, if anything.  But things definitely don't feel the same.  You are amazing, honestly, you are.  You mean the world to me, and I would give my life for you.  I know that sounds incredibly cliche, but I actually mean it.  It ( Read more... )

I've come to the basic conclusion that life would be SO much fucking easier if I wasn't so goddamn attracted to you.

Ok, so I lied.  I know one more thing than I said I did.  While I still don't really know what I feel, I know I'll always be attracted to you, always.  But yeah.

I really miss boys.  And I want one right now.  To cuddle with and to kiss.  But I know that I'd be really naive to think I'm actually gonna find a guy who's just going to want to cuddle ( Read more... )

I really wish I hadn't deleted all the entries in this journal. There wasn't any point in deleting them all, since you'd already seen them. I just freaked when I found out you'd stumbled upon(or searched until you found) this journal. That wasn't supposed to happen. Not until I wanted it to anyway. I don't know if you'll even read this now. ( Read more... )