So I've written in here before about how our friendship seems to mean a lot more to me than it does to you, or how sometimes it's hard to tell or remember that you care.  But the past, I don't know, 5 or 6 months have shown me that I really do mean ( Read more... )

This sucks.  Yes, I have a boyfriend.  And yes, I am over you.  But it still hurts that everything is always about her.  Last night when you told me I need to come home now, it made me feel so special, because you wanted me there so bad.  And then you said it again tonight.  But then I found out you only want me there ( Read more... )

I'm writing in here because I can't write all that's going on in my ( Read more... )

Did you have sex with Kassy????  Because I know she was there the night you said it happened!!  I'm not mad at you, I have no right to be.  But DUMBASS!!!  Are you serious??  Oh man.  *shakes head*

I miss you!  It sucks not having you here.  I miss being able to go down two flights of stairs and have a hug, a shoulder to cry on, or whatever I needed just waiting there for me.  I mean I still have that, but it's not you anymore.  The past 5 days have sucked ass, and I would have given anything for a hug from you.

ASLKFJAIONHG!  Yeah, that's ( Read more... )

I'm scared.  Really scared ( Read more... )

Well... I think this journal may more or less be dead.  I mean, I'll probably still update it from time to time, but I'm pretty sure it will just be friendship stuff.  Cause I think that what I thought to be impossible is happening... I didn't think I would ever stop liking you, didn't think my feelings would ever change, but I was wrong.  I just ( Read more... )

*Sigh*  Right now I'm listening to Fallout Boy, the acoustic stuff.  It's on the song you like, with your favorite lyric about "I'll sport my brand new fashion of waking up with pants on at 4 in the afternoon."  And for whatever reason I think that it's super cute that you like that line so much.  Maybe it's because I think that almost everything ( Read more... )

Heh, last night was a good time ;o)  Fun people... yeah.  And I have to say that I am more than fine with everything that took place.  None of what happened bothers me in the least.   That's excellent!  I'm getting kinda tired though due to the lack of sleep.  So I'm sure you are quite dead!  Unless you took a nap before heading off on your ( Read more... )

Well... so much for this weekend I guess.  Somehow I kinda saw that happening.  But damn!  I was so excited to see people.  And to get away.  I know I can't get away from everything.  Especially if I'm just gone for the weekend.  But it at least would have been a nice break!  But I guess... why should that happen, right??