"oh i miss you, you know ( Read more... )

life. i dont even know what to say..

my life is so stressful. I mean, whos isnt.  but this is my blatant plea for mercy.

I just got back from a meeting with hospis care, and they say three months or less for my beautiful mother. I would really love to just wake up and have things the way they were. i wish i hadnt taken advantage, cursed at each other ( Read more... )

what the fuck am i doing.
i reallllly need to say something. this situation is NO different than any other...

especially after this long.. 

 well, now that school is finally over, im working full time. or so it feels like.  today i recieved a BOMB-ASS (if you will)  paycheck, only to be robbed of my money..due to a car payment..and such ( Read more... )

 poop.

is how i feel. my thoughts are racing. i fear being by myself, becuase i think a lot...a lot. Dolly's co-workers and I had a few drinks at Matador, the new spanish restaurant (where Pirana used to be) down state. Flamenco dancers and all..so beautiful.

"i had too much to think..."

you know. i am way too emotional. i over-think situations, i just..let them get to me.

its my day off. and i need to go downtown to get a few things. I havent had a day oss on MONTHS..and im not exaggerating..MONTHS..school, work..school..then work the whole weekend, on top of HOMEWORK.. and finally, on my day off, while i finish up homework i want ( Read more... )

 even though school is totally easy this semester, its STILL kicking my ass. I have been slacking the FUCK OFF this whole semester, and because of that, i woke up randomly the other night and started to do hw ( Read more... )

why do i care?

i need to go to the gym.

i had coffee with elliot and chelsea yesterday. it was beautiful. 
this whole school thing, im getting over. so here it is, after this semester, i can transfer, but its coming to the point where im hating school so much, i dont even want to go back.

mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
oh the things life throws at you...

alright ! so ive started the master cleanse today, and i feel good ( Read more... )