Because your weakness has become mine. I hate not being able to hurt you. So I'll give in, do what you like. Happy holidays.

So welcome to this weeks episode, mr. meaner's exploits. Family problems ect... Working a couple of jobs to pay mom and pops bills. Mom can't work because of medical condition. Dropped out of school for now to work more. Parental units declared bankruptcy ( Read more... )

I can still taste your tears, so intoxicating. Go sell crazy somewhere else, we're all stocked up here. Women, why must you be so insane. I mean really? But I guess I'm just endorsing your lunacy, by smiling. Hey yall I'm back from texas if you care. So talk to me, or something ( Read more... )

I might be a daddy. Weird. Working a lot. Looking to get into masonry. Good money. Still going to go to school. Buying a car next month hopefully. Murdering my friendships one alienation at a time. It's probably for the best. Just kidding. igit blah.

So yeah. Have a good time, until you die.

I've been thinking. A lot of good it does me. I wish you could hear the sarcasm in my inner dialogue. I miss my friends. The ones who still think fondly of me even after all the shit we've been through. I still have a few sweet memories of some vancouver kids amongst all the bitter ones. Maybe I should do something about it instead of venting to a ( Read more... )

The sun was breaking over the mountains to stretch a beautiful horizon for me. The fog was in the form of small low hovering clouds. You could mistake this sunrise for a sunset. You were no longer tired or listless. The day was new, and I felt strong again. Getting swept into the undertow of nature's beauty, it happened. And it happened to fast. To ( Read more... )

I think I am really going to be okay. More than okay actually, I think I'm can be rich if I want it. Then the question becomes, what makes one rich? Monatary, emotion, spirituality? The answer for me is yes, all of the above. It's been awhile since I've really wanted anything. I want to be happy. I want a family. I want to be able to provide for ( Read more... )

I am back in Washington and I have a renewed vigor. I went out and bought a few books that I've been wanting to read for awhile ( Read more... )

Name: Joseph Neil Prater ( Read more... )