yeah... so... its christmas vacation. i have a fucking bio project ot do thats due on jan. 9 ( Read more... )

raaaaaaaaaaaaaarrr. okay. you know what... raaaaarrr. last week they started me on my meds and theyve been working. ive been pretty damn happy all week. i dont feel the need to be on the phone with matthew for hours and i dont usually beg him to stay on. (i know im pathetic.) but of course when im at the peak of my happines... sitting there ( Read more... )

FUCK YOU!!!

Dude! so much has happened since my last update! me and john broke up... i was devastated at first but it turned out to be one of the best things that happened this summer.

the BEST thing that happened this summer was MATT making out with me. that led to us hanging out all summer... and, as corny as it sounds, me completely falling for him. he ( Read more... )

yess... my friends i am too lazy to post a comment. so im just gonna sing a little song for you.

"build me up. but-ter-cup ba-by just to let me down. youre nev-er a-round and then worst of all, you nev-er call ba-by when you say will. but i love you still. i need... i need you more than any-one dar-lin. i knew that right from the staaaaart. so ( Read more... )

raaaar!!!! am i really that fucking mean? honestly, am i ( Read more... )

wow. april 13th... a lot has happened since then. okay so we went on vacation and i went to the carnival every single night, except for saturday cuz it was raining a lot i guess. one of those nights i met these kids who came with curtis and sam. they were dirkey, some other kid, and jay. jay asked me for my phone number and everything and i thought ( Read more... )

okay today was kinda boring. i gave away my last dollar too and now i dont get to have dinner. o yeah im a smart fart. later i guess curtis rob and chris are coming. they all have wicked bad virus thing but theyre still coming. hah, i bet everyones gonna get all sicknesst. o wells ( Read more... )

^ duude i so love that song. woot. okay so i havent updated in what seems forever so here goes ( Read more... )

its not like any guys besides derek look at this anyway... (i love you derek. youre awesome ( Read more... )