Today I missed English, cause i was shaving and it took me too long.  But it was a bit shite cause I love miss Ross's lessons ( Read more... )

Jim
So you know the...whatever it was, i'm afraid to use 'relationship' i'm afraid to use 'us'.  I don't know how the fuck to describe it.  I guess the randomly-pulling-Jim-when-cained-thing.  Whatever the fuck you want to call it.
It's over...at least I ( Read more... )

So today was lovely. 
I only had one lesson in which I finished watching Amelie, which almost made me cry with happines at the end.  It holds so much hope and made me think lots about how there are poeple out there who are right for me.  It is such a lovely film.
then me, Emly, Emma and Treacle went into town and it was edwardian market day (when ( Read more... )

So I was thinking, Jake is being REALLY lovely at the moment and it's so cool that we can put my random-scary-freak-out behind us.BAsically though, I reckon, one day, when were cained if I think of it, I should oppologize and like, thank him for being so nice about it.  Cause he was REALLY nice about it.  What kind of guy actually speaks to a girl ( Read more... )

So i've been thinking loads = BAD

I'm not the kinda person who should think...mostly cause i'm not that intelligent so thinking just confuses me but hey you guys all know that anyway.
I feel majorly guilty about my mum.  She said:
- you should be embarrassed about yourslef
- I love you because I remember the person you used to be, with strong morals ( Read more... )

WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK....YOU "DON'T MIND" WHAT A FUCKING THING TO SAY, YOU KNOW WHAT, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU AND YOUR VAGUE FUCKING ANSWERS. YOU MAKE THE FIRST MOVE, YOU MAKE A FUCKING EFFORT, YOU MAKE ME FEEL WANTED DON'T GIVE ME SHITE LIKE "I DON'T MIND".  WELL I DO. NO ONE IN THE WORLD DESERVES TO BE AN "I DON'T MIND". IF YOUR REALLY NOT THAT ( Read more... )

So basically...it's all good.
I had a big (well to me it was big, everyone else thought I was being overdramatic but fuck them, I am overdramatic) arguement with Emly about...guess what...PILLS = stupid.  I was like "Can't be assed to go out if i'm not doing pills this weekend cause i'll just waste money on green". Emily said I was becoming addicted ( Read more... )

So on Emly's birthday me and Jim were walking and he I said I was sorry for making fun of him about freaking out when I snuggled up to him...he said "Oh but it was nice, wasn't it?" then I went on this rant about how I knew he found me annoying whihc ended in him saying something like "The thing I find really annoying is I can't stop looking at you ( Read more... )

So last night me and emly did 3 pills to celebrate the summer soltice.  Jim, Chris, joolz, Amber, Teazle and Jon did them too and we all ran round on a massive spin, it was fun ( Read more... )

SO....this weekend, my mum went away.
On Friday I had a quiet smoke with Hanna, Jaz, Ruben, Jake and Emly (obviously) Jim and Joolz arrived pilled up (but pretended they were just drunk).  I took it as my responsibility to look after Jim, I was too stoned and he kept falling on me.  Luckily Jake helped me in-between trying to think of reasons I ( Read more... )