He said he didn't mean what he said.
= nice, but lie
Apparently; it must mean something otherwose it wouldn't have happened twice but how ocme the only times its happened is when were cained.....
I said we should forget it
he said he didn't want to
He's thinking
He is going to speak to me about it 'later'
laters a bastad of a word
what the fuck does later ( Read more... )

I trusted him
He was pretending
I am gullable
He told everyone else the truth
I hurt my pride and confidence
He boosted his ego
I am embarrased
He thinks it's funny
me and Jim are friends, I trust Jim, Jim respects me.  What a load of shite.
I didn't expect him to respect me as a girl, no one else does....I just guess I kinda expected him to respect me as a ( Read more... )

Girly, alcholic, who wants to fuck everyday
I've kissed...
01. [x] on the cheek.
02. [x]on the lips.
03. [x] on their hands.
04. [x] in my room.
05. [x] in their room.
06. [x] the opposite sex.
07. [ ] the same sex.
08. [x] a little bit younger than me.
09. [x] a little older than me.
10. [x] with black hair
11. [x] with brown hair
12. [ ] blonde hair
13. [ ] ( Read more... )

So Emly's birthday was so good.  Her dad bought her lots of alcohol and we got three pills each and stonage.  It was fucking fun.  We started at Hannaz (Hanna<3) then went to visit the ever-so-kind Joolz at his shed.  Then Chris and Jim came with us to visit Joshe, Tom and Mish at Joshes. We met thier friend sky...first impressions+me=terrible.  By ( Read more... )

Oh no it happened again.

So i'm back from my dads.
Yesterday I saw my big brother matthew who is lovely and wonderfull.  He is not like me at all.  He is 23, lives with his long term girlfriend, never wanted to go to uni but cause he is lovely he is really good at his job so he like turned up in a silver BMW convertable.  He is also really muscly (spelling?) and looks like ( Read more... )

Today I went to Camden with nance and it was well the bestest.  I bought the most wonderfull belt which nance found and it is simply my new favourite thing.  It is vintage and pink and ties round my waist like a corsety thingy.  We also went to Oxford street and looked at all the things we couldn't afford and I deided I simply MUST save up £70 for ( Read more... )

On the train I got this panick feeling.  Iwas sitting there watching the countryside swap for more and more buildings and I don't know why but I was suddnely afraid.  Not of here.  Just afraid of leaving I think, I don't know.
My dad is being especially wierd, he's being so nice.  I woke up this morning and was watching TV and he came in saying "IS ( Read more... )

It's well been the best half term.  Weve basically lived at Hannas (Hanna<3)  which was well the funnest.  I have just been so wasted I couldn't think straight but I love being wasted so it's all good.
I've spent all my money.
I have nothing left.
But god i love my life.
I think I need to stop drinking though.  Maybe I just get too watsed on all these ( Read more... )

I'm drunk.

But today was enlightening.

Today my mum had a BBQ and my mums friends daughter dulia was there.  She is in the year bel;ow and i told her I knew Jake and we like got talking.

Apparently he is a complete slag.  he got with almost everyone in his year and the year below.  For example, when she really liked him he got with her and then ( Read more... )