Hmmm maybe I should start writing in here when I'm bored at work...aka ALL THE TIME!

Things are just not working out for me right now ( Read more... )

you know, half the time, i forget i have this thing.....

nothing interesting to report. not that ANYONE reads this anyway.....

it hasn't really sunk in yet that my days at elmhurst are over. i still feel like i'll be going back there in a matter of months to start up a new semester. it just hasn't hit me. i'm sure it will in time. i mean, not like i'm never going to come back to elmhurst ever again. after all, it IS my second home, and my closest friends (besides the ( Read more... )

lisa's post made me start to get all emotional. dammit lisa, i could kick you ( Read more... )

you never really realize just how much something so small means to you until it's ripped out of your hands and you have no control ( Read more... )

you know what's funny? how i can say one little totally innocent thing to someone, and then, like a giant game of telephone, by the end of the day, the whole world knows what's going on, and it's turned into something that it wasn't in the beginning. "i'm wearing a blue sweater" has suddenly turned into "oh my god melissa got married and her mom ( Read more... )

I almost let the "L" word slip today. I almost forgot that word was even in my vocabulary. I think I should take this as a sign. After all, I'm not the first one to let it slip.

it's time once again for me to cut the "fake friends" loose. there are a few people who i have been reluctant to let go of lately because of how they "used to be." they used to be good hearted, honest, friendly and supportive people with a good head on their shoulders and lots of potential. many of these people were people that i chose to admire ( Read more... )

Why do people whine so much? Seriously. Your problems are not that bad. Everyone in the world has been through that, and we all turned out fine. Stop whining about it, stop feeling sorry for yourself, stop wasting your time wishing death upon those who have benefited from your situation change. Just grow up, live your life, and let everyone ( Read more... )