Well, i know i said everything was good, and in reality it has been. I took many steps towards rectifying problems with my physical self, IE.. quitting smoking, gave up my car for my bike, and quit numerous other negative behaviors. I have never really felt better physically, it is just that mental aspect that seems to be consuming me. I hoped that ( Read more... )

things are good!

well i can't even remember how long its been since i wrote in this thing. It has probably been long enough that people who would want to snoop into my life have since abandoned my live journal. so i am from now on safe until they catch back on. Life has been interesting since i last posted, most of it came with a change of location in the city and ( Read more... )

well lets see, i haven't updated for about 25 weeks which is a long long long time. About a month ago, i decided that i needed change. so on a whim, i applied to new jobs, and colleges. So as of last month, i started working at whole foods. Which for those who don't know is an organic grocery store filled with overly tattooed and ridiculous people ( Read more... )

philly was good didnt get to see everybody i wanted to, but oh well. everybody i did see was happy to see me and felt the same about seeing them. well its time to get back to my normal grind, sleep, work, drink, sleep.

well lets see from the last entry things have changed a lot. first of all i moved to my own deluxe efficiency in the sky. its nice having my own space and everything. i am still working at staples, which is actually awesome. it is the perfect place for me, nothing but immature sarcastic assholes work there, so i fit right in. in the next week or ( Read more... )

well a couple things have changed.
1. i work at staples
2. pittsburgh is starting to feel like home
3. living with Kathryn and Sonny and Benjamin is better than i expected
4. i actually feel healthy for once
5. i am thinking of going back to my orignal college, Robert Morris University.

Well, i am finally recovered from being sick. its nice to feel like myself again, but there is a part of me that is miserable. I can't really explain it, it is just this deep seated uneasiness. Everything is fine in pittsburgh, i wish my social situation was better but i knew that it was going to be a difficult adjustment. i have good friends out ( Read more... )

well, i am still sort of sick. and i have kind of this general malaise that is making me feel shitty. i really like that the rest of my life is sorted out, but still the same problem keeps attaching to me. and i see everybody around me, mostly my best friends all being in the same situations, they are either considering marriage or breaking off the ( Read more... )

well, lets see being in pittsburgh has been fun besides the constant sickness. But beyond that i have been getting along really well with my sister and bro-in-law, and benjamin has really taken to me. Mostly all he does is laugh at me and laugh at how everybody says he looks exactly like me. The job search has been pretty much null and void because ( Read more... )