It's been so long since I've been on LJ, that i don't even know how to use it anymore ( Read more... )

i feel totally vulnerable right now and i hate it.
it makes me want to hide under my covers and never leave my room

maybe it's time for an update ( Read more... )

life is kicking my ass...that's all i have time to write.

Your Hair Should Be Blue
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i want to be loved.

"Let your hook be always cast; in the pool where you least expect it, there will be a fish."

"Luck? I don't know anything about luck. I've never banked on it and I'm afraid of people who do. Luck to me is something else: hard work - and realizing what is opportunity and what isn't."

- Lucille Ball

"Be not afraid of life. Believe that life is worth living, and your belief will help create the fact."

- William James

is there a man out there for me??? i have this terrible feeling that my soulmate has committed suicide or was trgiacally killed, so i will never meet him. it's so depressing, i know...but it's just how i feel right now. i am so tired of coming home to an empty house and sleeping alone. i'm tired of meaningless, empty sex taht just makes me feel ( Read more... )

i don't know where to start. it's been sop long since i have written a real entry ( Read more... )