Hi it's me again 7 years later. I am at Anthony's house right now. I just met him a few weeks ago and now we're getting an apartment. One day I will look back at this and laugh or cry. I don't know yet. We'll see!

leah's coming soon! i have to wake up at 6 which doesn't even matter cause im prob not gonna fall asleep. no one knows i have a livejournal so basically im writing in here for myself to look back at in the future cause thats always fun ( Read more... )

It's 6:37AM. I'm wide awake. I have been for the past 3 hours, but for once, I am enjoying the fact that I'm up and everyone else is either not here or sleeping. It makes me feel safe for some reason because I feel like I know what everyone's doing. Whatever happens now can only happen because I make it happen, and that makes me feel good. ( Read more... )

it's sooo weird to be home right now! i actually feel like i never left and college has just been a dream. everything looks really empty though in my room and i can't find anything either. i realllllly wanted to bring back my sims games cause i love them, and they are no where to be found ( Read more... )

bad day today, hopefully things will be better when i get back.

ps. i<3anton

im leaving tomorrow for smithown around 1, right after my second meeting with the rd. hopefully, things will go well. i need to pack today, and i wanna have fun tonight cause it's my last night in albany! (until sunday, haha ( Read more... )

i can't wait to go to smithtown! i know i was comlaining about it, but i was just being an idiot and emilee really helped me to realize that tonight. sorry to everyone ive been a jerk to lately by the way. i can deal with my parents for like 2 days, and ill get to see most of my friends who i do love soooo much. i can't wait to be home with them ( Read more... )

i love emilee burton so much. she is the only person i can realllllly talk to. i was such a mess tonight cause i feel like im falling apart, my parents hate me, and my friends hate me. so, i was taking everything out on her and just being a huge asshole, but she still talked to me and listened and helped me out. just talking to her makes me feel ( Read more... )

psych test is overrr! it wasn't too bad either. thank you dan and anton for all of your help!!!!!!!!! i love you guys. "anton dan" hahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!

now, i've got a meeting with the residence director :\

i don't even want to go home this weekend anymore ( Read more... )