its not normal to be depressed over a guy who you hardly know. but when you meet this guy for the first time, and when you have been talking on the internet for a long time, you develop feelings for the person, or at least i do. i feel like a hopeless teenager who has had their heart ripped out and stepped on for the millionth time by a guy who ( Read more... )

THIS ENTRY IS NOT AIMED TOWARD 3 CERTAIN PEOPLE........ THEY SHOULD KNOW WHO THEY ARE ( Read more... )

I read this poem online, and I instantly thought....."wow, this describes everything that goes through me when I think about 'him'. It's the sweetest poem, and this is totally the exact thing that my heart wanted to reveal for the longest time ( Read more... )

Well, tonight is one of those nights where I cant sleep for anything. Nothing, not even low music or ANYYYYYTHING can get me to go to sleep. Nothings bothering me, I'm just......in an energetic mood tonight for no reason whatsoever. I haven't had any caffeine at all today, so thats not why I'm completely awake...... hmmph. This kinda sucks ( Read more... )

Well, I talked to Jesse online earlier. I really kinda miss him to be honest with you. He always talks so sweet to me, which is really cool. He's probably the biggest sweetie I have ever known (as far as guys go). I feel like an ass for leaving for the Navy instead of choosing him (which I really should have chosen him because I thought more about ( Read more... )

Heather and I have been hangin out like craaaazay lately. Haha. Pretty much every night for the past 4 or 5 nights we have hung out until some stupid hour. Last night (Friday night) we didnt get back home until about 1:15 or so in the morning. Haha. We had gone to Starbucks to get coffee around 10:30pm, and then we went ot WalMart......twice ( Read more... )

Hmm...this day actually went very well opposed to the days that I usually have. The guests that I dealt with while I was at work were very patient, very understanding, and very very very friendly. Except for one, but you usually always get one bad apple in the whole bunch. Oh well ( Read more... )

Okay, I think from now on I am going to start being a tad more selective on who I am friends with. Dont worry Heather, this is definitely NOT directed toward you (and one other person)......it's just for.......I don't know.....EVERYONE ELSE that doesnt know what the hell a friend is ( Read more... )

Wow this week has been awesome!!! I went to Sneaky Petes the other night with my friend Heather and Deanna. We got there at about half past midnight, and didn't leave until 2:30 in the morning. LOL. And then....today (Monday), I got my third and almost last tattoo. It's a tattoo of a skull (shaded in black and gray) with a red/orange rose going ( Read more... )

Euuugh, well, it looks like I am starting back over at square one with finding a roommate for my future apartment (my manager Rebeca cant be my roommate because of the whole shit policy for employees and their managers, which is total and utter bullshit if you ask me). If any of you who read this entry, know a person who is about 20-25 years of ( Read more... )