I had to go through sum journal entries b/c this lame ass called me & told me not to use his name or this other dudes name in my journal b/c it could get to the wrong person & cops could get involved & bla bla bla..haha isnt that so funny? That right there is a fucken sketched out motha fucka-go to sleep ( Read more... )

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I think I really am going insane these days. I don't feel like im alive anymore, I dont even feel like my fucking self ( Read more... )

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Ok c'mon you guys...Lets please think about this..when was the last time you have seen me so happy & so excited? Honestly I cant even recall the last time bc it has prob never even happend. Sad but very True. Last night was just like fucken amazing..i really couldnt picture having a better time than i did last night..and oh was it something i ( Read more... )

Today was alot of fun..it was one of the first times I have gotten outta tha house & just hung out w/friends in awhile. The ever so hott Bonet came and picked me up..we went 2 treys and smoked..bla bla..smoked sum more. Then my most fav. guy of all times-Danny, and rainer n robby stopped by (ha) but hes not that bad. We just sat around and talked ( Read more... )

I really did not think i could ever fall in love again, to be honest i told myself no matter what to not let myself fall back in love. Once you get your heart-broken (and i mean actually broken) you just change rather you like it or not. I didn't ever want to fall hard for another guy..And ive dated some wanderful guys since then but i always ( Read more... )

Long Time-No journal huh? I swear as much love as I have for my computer, this shit is gettin really fucken old mein. It fucken will work one day and not work for another couple months than one day start workin again-i swear its fucken cursed or sumthin dude. haha ( Read more... )

Today went absolutley wanderful! This has been something ive been looking foward too for a long time, seeing him not on drugs. He is so much better not on em'. He was being so sweet & just so real with me today. It was like a totally different person, somebody I never met before. But gosh i loved it. We just layed together & watched tv & talked for ( Read more... )

Well he couldnt get into rehab today, the earliest he can go is next week sometime..but im happy. I'm spending all day with him tomm at his house & going through the whole meeting the parents & all that good stuff. Im actually pretty damn scared about it. Ha i like him so much & i duno why? He moves into his new house in Covington this weekend & im ( Read more... )