REALITY

[dreamerisin]

Early or late as you will in the morning I sit in disbelief that I am one day closer to being gone. I have been making arrangements all around from this to that, but the important one that I see is the way I confronted the way I feel to a very special person. I will never be mad at her for wanting a life that only she could provide. From there

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[timeforthis]

although i have never shown anything but dissapproval about you joining up, i want you to know that it is something that is very brave of you... i am amazed at anyone who can commit a huge portion of their life to something that is so much bigger than yourself.
i hope that you find your slice of whatever it is you're looking for ("honor/ discipline/ responsibility") and you are happy with the person that those experiances will make you...

i'd like to hope that i am a person that you want to see before you break away from this life you have been leading, but i understand if you don't. we have only been friends for a short while. i want you to know that you will be missed when you aren't around anymore.

~amie