i can only hope that one day i won't be 'that girl' any more... for just a moment i'd like to drop the baggage and have one guy look at me and believe...

"she's the one"

sunburns make you pensive...
maybe it's just me... ha.. maybe? more like, 'hell ya, thats amie, she thinks too much'

way too much

i got to spend some time with the guy tonight.
amazing, simply amazing

i have who i don't really need
and i want the one who sees right through me
thats the thing... he makes me feel invisible.

why is it that i let guys make me feel like shit?

god damnit, amie.

i just wish he was here to hold me...

i have been fighting it for awhile now but it seem like i have developed a bit of a crush... on a a guy a wee bit younger than i usually go for... *sigh* pity me and my middle school feelings.... you know i do...

and everyone at my school loves porn... go figure.

lie awake in bed at night
and think about your life
do you want to be different?
try to let go of the truth
the battles of your youth
'cause this is just a game

it's a beautiful lie
it's a perfect denial
such a beautiful lie to believe in
so beautiful, beautiful lie
makes me

its time to forget about the past
to wash away what happened last
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I’m all moved out... which is weird because I feel like I have left a part of me. You see, although I may not have been born in this city or state it is definitely where I have grown up... all these memories in every wall and broken light fixture... I resent the cramped space because of the addition of another person to our immediate family, but I ( Read more... )

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I don't like it when I’m judged. I don't like it when you find a friend and then he turns on you because of what he "thinks" you've done. I don't like it that people think that I don't know when they are lying to me. I don't like it when you make me feel used. I don't like it when I make myself feel used, when I beat myself up. I really don't like ( Read more... )

new icon..... ya, you know you like it ( Read more... )