So i havent been here in a while. I have a xanga...I have really only one friend on here. But I thought I would update. mmm im in a depression right now...kinda. I dont know why. Ok so I know why but its a gay reason. This weekend is rodeo right? Keith Urban is coming on saturday..you got that? ok good. I wanted to go....really bad...not only did I ( Read more... )

Ok..so there is this guy(like there always is). Like I said in my last post. And he is so cute and funny and nice and *sigh a happy sigh* I am falling for him more and more each dayyy. I am hopefully going to one of his basketball games soooooon so that I can hang out with him more. Yes life is going a ton better now. Christmas basically sucked ass ( Read more... )

So I am feeling really amazing right now. I havent felt this good in so long. I have started falling for 2 new guys.(one more then the other but anyways) They are both really cool. Either of them could work out for me. And they are great...not like that other guy that...yeah ugh to him. Well I have to jet but I will update again soon....YAYYY!!!! I ( Read more... )

well i think a person so kind, loving, exciting, smart, funny, clumsy, perfect, beautiful, fasinating, strong, witty, cute, and georgeous kinda makes me think that im the one thats blessed......every guy should say this to the girl he loves. My friend beth has a boyfriend that lives in Japan (yes the have met, they were best friends for like 5 ( Read more... )

Sometimes I just wonder if I am fooling everyone....is the person that I am giving to everyone the person that I really want to be. Is it the true me? Somethings that have happened this year have literally scared the hell out of me. I have lost so many things and people but have gained some as well. So much has been scarying me lately. What if I ( Read more... )

Last night, I thought I had finally made my mind up about "The guy". I didn't talk to him when he came online, i didn't go to his site to see if there is anything new and I didn't think about him. Until, about 2 minutes ago, I didn't like him anymore...then I was going threw my old emails making sure I wanted to keep them all and I came across an ( Read more... )

Ugh I dont know what to do about this guy I really really like....I mean he is soooo great, but soo blin to how I feel about him. And he talks to my one friend more then he does me. AND she doesnt even like him in that wayyy!!! UGH I HATE BOYS AT THIS MOMENT!!! I just want to run so fast over to the dam and scream my heart out.....like Colton had ( Read more... )

Homework....never-ending homework.....I feel that my whole life is devoted to homework. I don't even go to public school and the three classes that I take on thursdays are sooo overwhelming. And my teachers are kinda stupid too. My american literature teacher talks about her personal life waaaay to much. My spanish teacher...same bia that taught it ( Read more... )

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I truly do not know what to feel right now. I am so confused but also so at peace with everything. Like someone is giving me a big hug...that kind of safe feeling. Like I put on my myspace(www.myspace.com/cowgirloftexas) I was supposed to go to a job fair today, but last night something told me that I shouldn't go. Like thats not what is in store ( Read more... )