today was good ( Read more... )

Why is it that we always think about the worse thing that could happen first ( Read more... )

Things are starting to look up ( Read more... )

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well friday night anna and i are going to the homecoming game with jenny and nina... i think its gonna be pretty fun. also martin is going with meg and jermey.. he wanted to go with me i think, b/c he thinks im hot... but i already had plans and i would feel really bad since meg tried to hook him and bren up earlier this year. idk, oh well ( Read more... )

It would be so much eaiser just to RUN ( Read more... )

he called me today, he didn't say much b/c he had to go but it made me happy to know he at least thought about me today.

something feels missing..

i have a headache...

why does this stuff have to happen to me? maybe im being punished who knows.. not me thats for sure..

i get so sick of playing my part sometimes...

the end.

do you ever find yourself sitting beside the phone pretending to do something productive or just listening to music but everytime the phone rings your hearts skips a beat b/c you know that there's a one in a million chance that it could be him on the line wanting to talk to you for only God knows what reason and you jump for the phone only to find ( Read more... )

today after church we had our first play practice.. im not in it. im supposed to be the set designer or something like that.. i paint the set and such, but i really wanted to be in the play. there were only 5 female parts though and everybody else had a preference as to who they wanted to be so i got the shaft, which sucks, but i didn't say ( Read more... )