so i RElearned that what we expect, or want, to happen doesn't always. turns out, i have one semester left of my scholarship, that that's it. okay, fine. the problem is that i don't know if i can take care of my required senior seminar in the fall or if they will only let me do it in the spring. if i have to take that one credit during the ( Read more... )

it sucks when i lay down to take a nap because i'm sleepy and then i wake up and instead of being refreshed i'm crabby. what the hell?

lisa called me a little bit ago, they're letting me borrow the blazer!!!!!! woooo hoooooo! so now i just need my check to arrive so that i can leave on time and go sseee my garion!

i choked on my juice

oh save me from the mundane!!!!!!!!! i cannot stand the monotany!!! i am so bored. i hate being bored. the dog keeps barking and it is making me angry. boredom brings out this angry little person in me. i lose my patience with everyone and everything and i have to hide myself away so that i don't flip out on someone. i also feel violent and ( Read more... )

what the hell is up with my skin???? now i have a rash/hives on over half of my body. all over my face too of course. drives me flippin crazy!!!!!!!!!

well, i'm on minnesota time for sure now. i woke up at 8ish this morning and stayed awake.

Dissent is Patriotic!

i love being here at garion's with him. i am totally stoked to be moving in together in the fall! even a day apart sucks. which means that the rest of this month is gonna be sooooooo hard since i'm going home on tuesday and he won't be in iowa until the end of the month. jeepers. it's his birthday tomorrow...WOOOO ( Read more... )

this morning started off a little rough, probably because of last night and noise this morning and not sleeping well, etc. but i'm feeling better now. thank you garion for getting me going in the right direction. i cuddled with heywood a little and she bit me on the jaw. it didn't shock me so much this time, i kind of expected it. and then i was ( Read more... )

my god it's so beautiful when the boy smiles

actually, i am filled with love and good feelings today. and that's all i can say at the moment. hahahahahaha