Dear god I can't believe I'm doing this again ( Read more... )

These last 24 hours have been so full of sorrow. The greatest teacher and one of the most brilliant men I've ever known left us around 9 pm last night. Rachel had called to tell me at 11 21. I still have the time on my phone. I didn't want to believe her, I didn't. I told her it wasn't true and hung up on her. And I sobbed my heart out. I sobbed ( Read more... )

Alright. So. The topic today: Ignorant A-holes who either look too far into things or are waaay to closed-minded for their own good. It is an organization known as Parents American Religious Organizations Defending Youth, or P.A.R.O.D.Y. I was shown a certain webpage of theirs by a friend, and was asked what I thought. Well, these people are idiots ( Read more... )

Today's been very good for me. I got my first acceptance letter, hopefully not the last. It's to Montserrat College of Art in Beverly, MA. It was my safety school, but nonetheless I'm still excited that someone deemed me worth enough to attend their educational institution. I'm kind of drifting in a daze/high, but this daze was caused by excitement ( Read more... )

So, I'm on my computer, right? And I'm going through my T-mobile picture albums, cleaning it out and organizing and whatnot. And I see this picture of Pamela, and I'm looking at it for a moment. It's this not-so-recent picture of when she was at a quince I think, and she's wearing a white dress with a black jacket. So I'm looking, thinking to ( Read more... )

Just 10-15 minutes ago me and my sister were driving home from my grandfather's house. Just as we were approaching our block, I saw an airplane in the sky. Only one thing was wrong: It wasn't moving. I stop the car and watch it a moment; it was too bright to be a star. After a little bit it began to move. It would go up, then down, then up, then ( Read more... )

Alright, so I'm sitting here, on the phone with Pamela, and I think I've figured out why my stomach is all in knots. I actually told her what was wrong with me, instead of bottling it up, instead of hiding things, I decided I wanted to actually let her in my life and know things that are going on. And she was busy looking up music videos. I was on ( Read more... )

What am I doing up....I don't feel well. "Oh what a tangled web we weave...."

Sooo, today I gave blood. It was a half day during school so I couldn't do it during lunch, and instead prompted to give at 10 30. My "full breakfast" was a bag of Gardetto's and half a Brisk tea. I was dead hoping I wouldn't pass out, but that was the least of my worries. The guy had stuck my vein in a sideways manner, then wiggled it around. To ( Read more... )

So, today was pretty fun. I had woken up around 12, spent a bit on the computer and it was 2 30 when I had decided to take a shower and go to the mall. I met up with some old friends, played DDR, pool, walked around. There were some little middle schoolers with Free Hugs signs who I made friends with, everytime I'd seen them I gave them a hug :D. I ( Read more... )