I'm finding myself beginning to find myself again and my love again... which i'm beginning to define as myself if that makes any sense. "Be not content with showing friendship in words alone... let your heart burn with loving-kindness for all who may cross your path"... it's amazing how much that quote can have an effect on me. it can be taken ( Read more... )

Recently a lady told me that I looked like a mother. It was very interesting. I kind of thought that I'm probably not spiritually ready to be a mother but then I realized I already am :). Anyone I teach is my spiritual child so I've had many children actually.

maybe we are given sickness as a time for self-reflection. i've finally remembered that God is always with me. it's easy to forget sometimes. it's easy to forget to thank him for always being with me too. it seems there is so much to say, but i don't know where to start. it's funny that your body ends up telling you that your spirituality needs ( Read more... )

today Maryam and i hosted the Ridvan elections and sang Blessed is the Spot. it went pretty well :). it was the first time i performed since crimson spot and it was thankfully much better. i realized crimson spot was actually the worst performance I've ever done in anything- and that's saying something because I've been doing plays and musicals ( Read more... )

Faith comes to me ( Read more... )

Suddenly ( Read more... )

Man I haven't written in awhile but I've wanted to. Life has just been wonderful lately. yesterday I got in a wonderful, loving, peaceful, radiant state of mind... a spiritual one.. that I haven't experienced in a long time. I used to experience it a lot more and i realized that it is the state in which your mind is quieted and your heart just ( Read more... )

Here's my new coming-of-ageish song ( Read more... )

the other day was really interesting. i had gotten about three hours of sleep the night before and it was definitely a day of clarity- one of the most amazing i've ever had. i was so amazingly happy because i was actually living totally in the moment. i felt as if i had hemi-neglect and it was suddenly lifted somehow and i could see things i hadn' ( Read more... )

"... a religious individual must disregard his personal desires and seek in whatever way he can wholeheartedly to serve the public interest; and it is impossible for a human being to turn aside from his own selfish advantages and sacrifice his own good for the good of the community except through true religious faith ( Read more... )