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I'm going to make a new LJ. If you want to be my friend there, let me know, if not it's okay. I know that I suck at being a LJ friend. I'm okay with that. I really just don't have a lot of time anymore ( Read more... )

I miss him

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I don't like, liking someone.
I don't like to think of them.

This shit blows.

I'm so tired of taking these steroids ( Read more... )

I'm not sure what to do with myself. I thought I was getting "okay" with Chris not being here, and then last night he said that we didn't need to drag this on. I was unaware that anything was dragging. So that means he was obviously thinking about it/me ( Read more... )

I'm not sure what to do with myself. I thought I was getting "okay" with Chris not being here, and then last night he said that we didn't need to drag this on. I was unaware that anything was dragging. So that means he was obviously thinking about it/me ( Read more... )

I have a daydream.
People, music, beer.......
I'm here.
You're there.
But then I turn around and you're here.
I smile and you kiss me like you did that night we stood in the rain.
I never forget.

This was fun.


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I talked to Chris for an hour and a half tonight ( Read more... )