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So, this is one of those rare occasions that I am writing in this journal. Tonight has been crazy. it was so great. I guess the greatness started last night, and of course it has to do with jeff. Nothing else would move me this much to write in here, lol. So lately Ive been asking jeff to talk to me more about things, and i never really knew what i ( Read more... )

I really dont like myself much today. I'm so sick of not belonging. I feel worthless and ugly, and I hate feeling this way, because Im sick of people saying, oh stop, youre not ugly, you have friends, because I know most of it is pity. I dont want to hear anyone say shit like that, and I suppose that this is the reason i am writing in here for a ( Read more... )

Why the hell doesnt' anyone care about our world? Everyone who ever comes in contact with this entry, you MUST go out and read ishmael,my ishmael,the story of B, and beyond civilization. All by Daniel Quinn. I dont' know how to explain how mind blowing and great these books are.This is not a recent discovery for me, not even close, I went through ( Read more... )