Hey everyone. Im doing much better, except that I cant find the apostrophe on this stupid keyboard. The Germans dont ever need the apostrophe since they dont have contractions and they dont use it in the possesive case, damnit. haha. Its in one of those super secret hidden spots and I cant find it. My grammar will remain imperfect like always ( Read more... )

hey. havent updated in oh so long. bored. a little upset as well. I had a whole horrible conversation with Johanna yesterday and im still not exactly sure of how to take it. im just ready to get back home where im not constantly worried about how to act in order to keep my "friends" im really going to miss my host family and my city and germany in ( Read more... )

hey...cant believe im actually doing this,but im going to fill out this quiz i saw in nicoles journal because...just because. i have time and i miss nicole and it makes me think of her, haha ( Read more... )

so, hallo erstmal... haha. Naja, Leben ist gut, oder nicht schlecht zu mindestens. Mein Heimweh ist ehrlich überhaupt nicht so stark, und ich fahre nach Dresden in drei Wochen! wa hoo! Ich freue mich schön dass ich endlich Jenny nochmal sehen kann. Unglaublich, es war jetzt 7 Monate! So, was habe ich denn gemacht in die letzte Monaten? naja, Schule ( Read more... )

well, so today is the 10th. im into december, jeff comes in 10 days. My grandma has lung cancer. My dad called me last night and told mesomethign was up and htey had to go visit the doctor for a family meeting and that he would call me as soon as he gets home. so then at 12 midnight, (my time) i get a call and he tells me that my grandma has lung ( Read more... )

well, this is thanksgivign then. huh. doesnt seem like it. im sitting here in school, my family is miles upon miles away, and i will probably have a salad for dinner like every other night. it will be a normal day that currently i am forcing myself to get through, with guitar lessons, and the highlight of my week, desperate housewives. then i will ( Read more... )

wow, its been a while since ive ventured to this site. Its not 4 months into my exchange year in germany and so much has happened, ive changed a lot. i could never have imagined how many things i took for granted at home. i love my host famiyl here, they are the greatest and i have the most wonderful heartfelt talks with my host mom like everyday. ( Read more... )

I hate this. Everytime he leaves I cry. I cant help it, its just like its one more time less that I will get to say goodbye, building up to the final goodbye for the year. I dont know how im going to be able to say bye to him for so long. It feels so right to be in his arms, more so then i ever imagine possible, everyday it seems like its even more ( Read more... )

I love Jeffrey so much! It's insane! Tonight was so spectacular. We went to North Towne to see Starsky and Hutch with Nicole and Trogdor, and that movie was actually pretty funny. Then we went back to my house and yeah. hehe. It was so great, I felt so much in love with him. It's pretty amazing how people can feel so much closer when they do things ( Read more... )

Wow, tonight was just amazing. First I went to Jeff's house and while he finished some scholarship papers I looked through albums with pictures of him, he is seriously the cutest little kid ive ever seen! he had really big cheeks and the prettiest eyes ever, I love how much he looks like those pictures still. I seriously hope I can have kids that ( Read more... )