Comments | dreaminjapane5e: losing a friend.

dreaminjapane5e

losing a friend.

Oct 29, 2008 19:21

i don't update in this bullshit anymore. but i need to release some emotions. and i am not trusting any human beings with them. so here it goes ( Read more... )

Comments 2

alexeatsguts November 2 2008, 01:22:59 UTC

the first time i read this i started crying. but i don't understand why you would post this and then later the same day go and post more mean hateful things about me. you're right, the only reason i'm being such a bitch is because i'm hurt and angry. you were suppose to be my best friend. and instead of letting it be YOU posted all of my business all over the internet. it never once crossed my mind to do that to you or say mean shit to you but once you started i had to defend myself. you know you were in the wrong but you continue to tell me to own up for my shit when "my shit" has to do with MY ex boyfriend, with whom you should have no loyalty to. i hope that everything you did was worth it because we will never be friends again and i hope you're happy that we're not friends because you stabbed me in the back. you know i don't mean the bitchy shit i say but you forced it out of me.

dreaminjapane5e November 3 2008, 07:02:49 UTC

the reason i went back and i said that shit was because someone called me and said you had said a bunch of mean shit about me and that if i read it it was gonna hurt my feelings. someone even said somethings specifically... which you didn't even really say. so i hadn't even seen what you had written. then i thought to myself "i'm going to write the meanest fucking things i could ever in my mind, think to write". later on, after i had already posted those horrible things.. i saw your first bulletin. and it didn't even say half the shit i was presuming you had written according to other people. then i saw your bulletin you had written after i wrote mine and took it down. and i thought "i just fucked myself, fuck it" and ofcourse i was playing some sort of game.. so i felt like i had to get you back. then i decided to make it to where you couldn't contact me, and took down everything i knew of that i could take down that i had said about you except for this one thing. my one journal entry. because i really had nothing to say to you but ( ... )