the one person i wish i could spend every day with.... doesn't even want to spend more than 5 minutes with me ( Read more... )

i don't update in this bullshit anymore. but i need to release some emotions. and i am not trusting any human beings with them. so here it goes ( Read more... )

"Sincere forgiveness isn't colored with expectations that the other person apologize or change. Don't worry whether or not they finally understand you. Love them and release them. Life feeds back truth to people in its own way and time." -Sara Paddison

in other words.... YOU'LL GET YOURS MOTHERFUCKAAAAAAAA HAHA

even when everything else has lost it's touch... fall is a familiar feeling that is always comforting. it's almost like... even though everything sucks, as soon as i go outside i feel like everything could be okay. october is my favorite month. i get so excited about it ( Read more... )

everyone is retarded ( Read more... )

i have never hated someone so much in my entire life. i am shaking so much right now because the adrenaline fueled by hatred wont seem to leave. you can only ever truly hate someone you feel like you've truly loved. i guess i have lost the "game" because i have felt emotions so sour and cold i didn't even know they existed. i literally can't seem ( Read more... )

throughout my life I've tried so hard for a name and purpose, only to realize, life brings what you need to you. and the most gracious gifts are the least anticipated. and so, i don't change myself to plead acceptance. because when you're a nice person... it shouldn't be to plead social uprising or self gratification... it should never be for any ( Read more... )

people so easily drift away from me whenever they get to caught up in their own bullshit. just cause i'm not hanging out with you this week doesn't mean i should go higher and lower on your top 8. so easily forgotten and admired just because you don't wanna hang out with me. i never change... that's the one thing everyone knows about me. no matter ( Read more... )

i am so burnt out on everything. and everyone. it's monday night and i don't want to do a damn thing. but just sit around and be thankful i don't have to see anyone ( Read more... )

everytime i talk to my parents they yell at me and tell me what i'm doing wrong unless i'm giving them a hair cut. they don't ever come down to see me in atlanta or eat dinner with me. when they do, it's at their convenience. my mom would rather come pay for my pedicure then get one with me. and when i ask if my friends can come over they tell me ( Read more... )