my Christmas wish is that u all feel as happy as i did for a short time tonight all the time. its not a happiness that someone else gives u its a happiness u find in side. I had never felt that before.. i and probably never will again but for little while tonight I was happy. In spite of the world around me I was happy and because of the world ( Read more... )

1.Hot Chocolate or apple cider ( Read more... )

I love live journal, everyone sits on here (I even do) WE all sit on here and try to make up detailed descriptions of events and feelings when all the events and all the feelings are the same all of the self evaluations and “life questions” are the same. And yet we cant seem to find to find any answers.. u would think everyone is working to find ( Read more... )

So break was less exciting then expected… but I must say I liked the alone time. I think that alone time was just what I needed, I always feel the need to be around as many ppl as possible. Im not really sure why. But I do and I am nothing but proud of my self and how I actually enjoyed my alone time. I watched a lot of really good movies, and a ( Read more... )

I have been feeling better lately I guess… the spinning has stopped and I have come to terms with the fact that im 19 and have time to figure out this… or I’ll die tom. And wont have to figure out anything at all ether, way im doing good right now… not really health wise but in my mind… my body is falling a part as it always does right before my ( Read more... )

sam.. i proved u entry wrong once, must i really do it again.. NO NEW arguments for this perfect life u think we are all promised? that right.. prove my argument wrong and i will lision...

allt hat i do its not enough for u ( Read more... )

this weekend, was good I guess.. in a strange way, I hated it at the same time… I don’t know, I would say I don’t know anymore but I never really knew now did i… but then tiffi came to visit, that was good but I think Jodie is a little pissed at me… but we will see ( Read more... )

its electric

Well, i'll wait till you listen ( Read more... )