It has been 68 weeks since my last entry... and it feels like I never left, like I'm not any wiser, any older, or in too much of a different place. Granted, my education, my career, my relationships - all that background noise - has changed but ( Read more... )

It's very easy in times of pain to feel lost and hopeless. I can not take back any of my actions, but I need to start examining these patterns that I continue to follow. I have to answer questions for myself before I can even begin to think about answering those from others. I am at another self-made turning point in my life. I will be at my ( Read more... )

Where is my instructional manual on this one ( Read more... )

Try to see difficult events as steps, instead of hurdles. 
Being stressed is about as productive as nailing jello to a tree.
 Realize that it is life, and nothing is THAT important. 
Plus, for those who battle with depression, anger, 
or really unexplainable, unhealthy behaviors: 
think to yourself what is reinforcing this behavior? 
You must be getting ( Read more... )

oh, and congrats to tom and sam :)

Guess what I'm getting... or more like who.
and not just one :)

and if you're bored, I made a website for 5th graders to go along with one of my lesson plans - (had to for a computers course), check it out.

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surgery wnet well today, or atleast the parts i remember. they'll be calling me when they get my biopsy results in. I should probably catch up on some homework now.

thank god for being back in massachusetts ( Read more... )

Screw big y for trying to schedule me 5 to 10 one night, then having to get up at 4am to go into work the next day ( Read more... )