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Piercings vs. Tattoos
I truly don't understand my boyfriend's logic when it comes to this. When it comes to me having piercings, he is stagnant. I want nipple piercings and he wants nothing to do with them. Hates piercing in "strange" places. Yet when i mention getting a tattoo in place of it he is perfectly fine. So I cant have metal in my breast, that I will be able ( Read more... ) -
Two weeks
So I posted my two weeks in with the manager if she even deserves to be called that yesterday. Didn't care and I'm sure she is just pissed that she didn't fire me before a month earlier or some really stupid shit. Well a coworker wanted me to cover her shift so that she could throw out her ex boys stuff from their apartment. Told her that my car ( Read more... ) -
Ugh...
Looking for a job is more work than having one. Constant applications to be filled out. More phone calls to be answered to see if they considered you for the posotion. What is worse is that companies are hiring for seasonal, and only seasonal. Which would make my plan for leaving my current job to be unrealistic. Though I have to stay there. No one ( Read more... ) -
what is going on with me?
Every day just seems like the end.
A continuous scene that repeats itself.
I dream nightmares, and scream memories.
Every minute i remember, and forget all at the same time.
It haunt me to think of his face in any other way than that of my love
Yet what if he were gone tomorrow?
Could I still taste his lips?
Would I feel his touch?
Hear his voice ( Read more... ) -
Is a cheater born or made?
I have had feeling that I could want another. I had a sense to want something other than Jr. Yet each time I am with him this feeling isn't able to surface because my feelings for him outweigh any emotion of unsatisfaction, or loss of adventure that I may have. I'm scared that I will lose the only person that makes me happy. Only to the fact of ( Read more... ) -
Sleep
It's hard to when he isn't by me. Without his heartbeat conflicting with the breathe flowing to my lungs. I think I take his presence for granted. When he is around I don't realize just how much I have missed him until it's time for him to leave again. I take a lot of things that he does for me for granted. I just hope he knows that I do ( Read more... ) -
Unsure.
I think I know what the problem is with me. I still have feelings for guys who have done nothing but hurt me. No matter what the situation was I was hurt. So by being hurt allowed me to store feelings for these guys. Now I am wondering what i could have done in order to change the situation ( Read more... ) -
I have to say that
I feel a little nauseated. Never thought that he would taste like that. Greasy.... Never have i swallowed. I have when it comes to food and drink yet the reproductive eggs of my boyfriend.Never. The first whose staff I have licked. The first to enjoy the vacuum suction of my mouth as I slurp the newly released seed ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Busting Blocks
Transformers Revenge of the Fallen. Absolutely loved it.
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Love is a state of mind
This is what my acting instructor/director believes. Though I can see why he would be right. People say they are in love though what does that really intel. It's possible to love someone yet be afraid of them, angry,sad,and happy. The whole thing is there are so many emotions that can be expressed, yet there is no way to know how someone can show ( Read more... )