So I'm not entirely sure what this feeling is I have atm... perhaps it is me starting to feel better. I can not remember the last time i felt inspired... or like going for a walk... or like stepping outside the square i am living in... or I felt like studying. Like so many others have written in their journal lately, I have a good feeling about ( Read more... )

So i cleaned my room... I mean really cleaned it... the start of a self cleansing... start with the room... then work on the body... and then for the hardest of all... mind... now in reality body and mind should be done together to help cleanse the soul... but there is just too much in this little mind of mine that needs sorting at the same time - ( Read more... )

OMGoddess... Riley is absolutely adorable... I got out of the shower and he was starting to cry - loudly i might add... so i sat down at my laptop which was next to him... stuck his dummy in his mouth... and that quietened him for a brief moment. I put my headphones on and started listening to some music (probably sounds cruel to most that i didn't ( Read more... )

I think this is very true... this verse shall be read at my grandmothers funeral on Monday ( Read more... )

Today was quite suckful... to put it nicely. I awoke to a phone call from mum to say that my grandma had died during her sleep last night. It took a while to register... well at least til i was off the phone when i just sobbed. I had planned to see her a couple of weeks earlier and yet foolishly never get there. Regret fills me. My sister came ( Read more... )

I have two things i want to say...

1. Find the moon and breath it.

and

2. Don't just get out of bed each morning... Wake up each morning

If we stop dreaming ( Read more... )

It's taken me a while to get to this point where i have the time to sit down and write about the new addition to my life.  His name is Riley Cooper Mudford... and he was born on September 4th.. (father's day for those of you that are interested).  After 9 months of being unwell and being admitted to hospital 4 times (before he was born), I was glad ( Read more... )

Today is the worst day i have had in a long time... I know i probably only come on here to bitch, but who has time to write a decent entry when they are in a good mood? I think i probably got around about 2 hours of sleep last night. I had so much on my mind and so much i just wanted to let out through tears that i couldn't... and i am starting ( Read more... )

Ok... so here is what I found out yesterday... I'm having a HUUUUGGGGGGGEEEEEEEEEE baby!!! and it's gonna hurt lots! It also has a big round head... which is also gonna hurt!! I still have another two months to go and i look like i could drop the thing already. The baby is 5pound now... and they are usually around about 7 pound when born!!! When ( Read more... )