I was Bonny

I had to find Clyde

I did

He kissed me when I found him

And then again

And again

And then i lost count

So last night i found out that my ex has a new girlfriends as i had suspected.  He has been going out with her longer than i originally thought.  Almost two months he has been with her.  That means i don't even take 4 months to get over.  We were together for almost 4 years and have a child together.  I broke up with him but it still hurts and i ( Read more... )

Ok... so i'm scared about the future. It's stupid i know.  But in the past few days i have done a lot of things that are going to go towards the future i want.  Now i don't know why that is so scary.  Perhaps because it is change and i am going back to studying full time after having about 3 years off and the things i have done in that time... oooo ( Read more... )

Last night before i went to bed, i had the urge to grab a pen and old book and write words stuck in my mind.  I guess I just needed some kind of release from the thoughts that had been crushing my mind space.  It is very raw... in need of editing... but at least it is out... at least i wrote something.  Small accomplishment for me.  Perhaps the ( Read more... )

So many thoughts have been buzzing round in my head of late.  I don't know whether i am coming or going - which is nothing new as such, but this feeling i have is different.  I have been happier, yet still drowning in a mass of sorrow for some reason, if that makes any sense at all.. It's like life has hit me and i am overwhelmed by the reality of ( Read more... )

Ok... so riley has been sick for like 4 weeks now and was getting better a couple of days ago and last night he started to get sick again. *sigh*. Now i'm starting to think it's a sign that i shouldn't go to this job interview and to find something on the coast that is in a specific room so i don't have to drive round everywhere.  The pay is $30 an ( Read more... )

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ok.... so i'm sitting there today and all i could think was... what am i still doing here?? I don't mean where i was at that point in time, but on the Gold coast.  I have that travel itch  i think. I just want to get out and travel.  I could move to the USA and massage over there... that's the great thing about massage i can do it practically ( Read more... )

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Ok... so I have finally uploaded some pics of the ever growing little man of mine... He is mega cute (bias parent opinion I know but you can all deal with that).


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