its almost as if i there would be a possibility that i'd be able to be more of myself with you. i wish i could find out for sure.

thats it, im done, past it...

is that believeable? haha yea.

what if i ripped your heart apart at the seams maybe then youd know how i feel.

i have faked a smile enough times to know that this one just wont come easy. this time im really hurting.

There's such a sad love ( Read more... )

Once again your eyes ( Read more... )

i find all these lyrics playing throughout my mind, just reminding me of misery. and i shouldnt be miserable, i should be sucking up all the happiness that i am being given. but its going to be short lived. itll be gone. and thats for sure. and this 'it' really isnt just an 'it'. 'its' a definite noun. and a noun with a plane ticket. and me, of ( Read more... )

 i want guitar hero II sooo badly!!!!!!!!!

g-d what i wouldnt give to have 'it' all back. 
not healing well. 
and i dont want to hear the bullshit about it will get better, no time eases mantras. 
no way to explain how deep this goes.

more to all those movies that i watch in secret and indescribably feel so much for with so many reasons behind those feelings and ideas. copping out, cowardice, ( Read more... )

DEAR LAURA MARIE PANOZZO:
HAPPY FUCKIN' BIRTHDAY LOVE!!!