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I'm trying to accomplish a lot this year. Getting a promotion, learning to drive, and most importantly sorting out the issues that I've lived with in silence for nearly a decade. But it's proving to be pretty difficult and my stress levels are through the roof at the moment. The potatoes taking too long to cook nearly sent me over the edge this ( Read more... ) -
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I really wish that I just lived alone.
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this song makes me feel so sad and guilty and terrible.
i've done some really awful things. at the moment i feel like i need to get out of nottingham. there's just too much badness and i can't escape it and i feel like i'm suffocating in memories and remorse. i think it will have to happen this year.
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So Alex was all quiet this evening and I asked him why. He gets like that sometimes but I don't like to push him if he doesn't want to talk. But this time I did and a lot came out. To be honest, I've always known he's been holding a lot of things back. He always acts as though everything's fine, he's cool with me doing my own thing and is never ( Read more... ) -
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I saw Jamie's girlfriend in St Pancras station on Friday. I was queuing to use the toilet and she was a few people ahead of me. I wasn't sure at first but then she came out of the cubicle and we looked straight at each other. I had to turn around so she wouldn't recognise me. I was terrified; my heart was pounding, my body was shaking and I felt ( Read more... ) -
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I'm rambling on rather self-consciously
while I'm stirring these condiments into my tea
And I think, 'I'm so lame, I bet I think this song is about me'
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what I would really like would be to get to a place where I do not think about him at all. I would love it if I could go for a week without dreaming about him, that he's changed his mind and he wants me instead. I wish I didn't have to wake up feeling devastated all over again. I wish that I didn't immediately compare every guy I meet to him and ( Read more... ) -
YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED
You are not allowed to think that to say that to feel that to go there to see that person to do any of those things because it inconveniences ME and I DON'T CARE what YOU WANT
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My manager told me that over the last few weeks, she's seen a huge change in me. That I seem a lot more settled and relaxed and confident. And you know what? I feel it. I've come to realise that who I am, as an individual, is a perfectly acceptable person. I have thrown off the shackles of last year's drama and there is nothing left holding me back ( Read more... )
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