k two things:

one, jeff marcus said something really nice about my voice today and it made me feel good. i <3 my jeffy ( Read more... )

end of semester ... things ( Read more... )

it's official. i'm the bf/gf go to girl. when the FUCK did that happen??? did everyone say, oh, alaina's single/lonely/pitiful/pathetic, let's ask her advice about our problems? wtf do i know about your problems?! heeeeeeeeeello.. clearly i've got plenty of my own. yikes. YIKES, i say, YIKES ( Read more... )

( ohhh fuck i'm terrible )

doing the overanalyzing, overreacting thing again. and also acting like a huge bitch. i dont mean to. it's just the way i am. i mean, some people are fucking CRAZY and others are bitches. i'm the bitches part.

just wanted to thank life for constantly making life more and more awkward for me.

will it ever not be dumb?? HUH!?!! gah. it's just too bad i cant stop THINKING ABOUT IT. lame. so lame. so fucking lame.

thanks a lot, life. you're wicked cool. bitch.

so two things. one, newfest = awesome. i'm gonna be really unhappy when it's over tomorrow. two, i have a biiiiig crush on someone, and i cant tell who, but yay. it makes me a little happy.

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stressed. the fuck. out.

expect an anxiety/heart attack soon. i'm really not kidding.

holy fuck.

RED ( Read more... )