i just found two collages that i made from prom and other random things senior year. i fucking miss my friends and the friggin amazingness that happened senior year. seriously, there was no better time in my life, i think. i miss being really skinny and being able to wear whatever i wanted and not being completely intimidated by my friends and ( Read more... )

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i feel so sick today. just like, in a bad mood, sick. i feel so grumpy, and i dont even want to like talk to people. i dont get what's happening. gah i mean i guess i do. i really hate liking someone and not knowing if you they like you back. i especially hate the part where you want to know so badly but then you hold back, afraid of the answer. it ( Read more... )

i dont like liking boys cuz ooonne i get so ridiculously stupid around them and two... ohhh the anxiety.

stupid stupid boys.

1- dont talk about me TO MY FRIENDS about things you know NOTHING about. yes, i think i'm fat. but do you know if i've had a problem with my weight my ENTIRE life? nope you know nothing about me. so fuck off.

2- i HATE when people make fun of things that i REALLY REALLY like. that's so rude and i would never disrespect you like that.

i will forever be the ugliest person on earth.

and i swear to God if you reply to this, i will fucking hate you.

k until people can get the balls to tell me who they are, i'm disabling anonymous commenting.

just had the most vivid dream of chris last night.

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.