i'm really not in the mood to write anythin. its too early and i;m fucking tired ok well. i broke up with aj on tuesday. and i have to say it sucks. i'm not gonna go into details about why or anything. but it just really sucks. good thing i have chris . iuno what i'd do without him. sence non of my other friends seem to give a shit. but hey. ( Read more... )

its been like 4235375847548 months sence i've written in this thing <33. so i'll just start off with friday.

okay. well. friday uhm i got my interum. and it sucked. i was grounded. but then my dad said i wasnt. so =). but, he also said that if i dont bring all of my grades up by this coming friday, that i would be grounded until end of the year ( Read more... )

hmm..lets seee...i was supposed to go to justins house..and hang out. and then go to mbp with him and hang out. butttt...his mom said he couldnt go anywhere cuz of his cuncussion ..so yeah. she said i could come over..but idk. thats okay=] i get to hang out withi him in 2 weeks. <33 so thats cool. but yeah. i think the plans for tonight are go to ( Read more... )

tuesday..my lover came over at like 8am. and i had so much fun with him. ughghgh .i love him so much =] we just hung out..watched tv..wrestled..kissed..cuddles..ate. blah blah blahhhh. i missed that . but he went home around..5:30..or something..and then i went to practice. the only part i liked about it was it was muddy. other than that..our team ( Read more... )

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awright awright. so im taking back xanga !!. im sorry i abandoned you so. i am dearly sorry.

Well i have come to the conclusion that i really want to be either home schooled or go to a private school. My parents are checking up on the Navy acadamy in ny for me. im hoping i get out of public school. i can't stand it anymore. the kids are all ( Read more... )

im so excited. my brain was so amamzing today. i love it. i felt smart all day. i think it was the outfit + my glasses + my best friend matt :] = me really smart. i was so smart, and shake shake soda kid  said i was smarter then matt, and matt is smart.  <333

so first lets go through my thoughts of the day.. deja vu. now it's funny because it is ( Read more... )

today was a pretty good day. i did my hair even better then yesturday ! and wore my glasses. boy i love michelle <33 :] well i seemed to have had a pretty good day. nothing new, although alisha is going around telling people that i am pregnant and have aids, but only stupid ppl are beliving her, most of the ppl im friends with hate her and arn't ( Read more... )

I decided to update with an actual entry, but its gonna be long, & im sure half of you wont read it but i thought'd id type it anyways, & if you have the time to read it, um i guess please do it.

Deep entry on those four little letters, Love.

Pretty much for everyone, i think love has gone wrong at some point in there lifes. Some people cope well ( Read more... )

i got my guitar from taste of chaos<33 its hawt to the fucking max!

pictures laterrrrr