i went to the mall with vicki n maria lastnight then pat sam n adam showed up. pat n sam came back to my house after we scared th shit outa them at pat's. that was classic. i had a shitty night. evere have someone not want to be with u so badly that they walk out your door and start walking home even though it would take over an hour in the ( Read more... )

tonight was amazing with pat. we went n saw meet the fockers, and it was the best nihgt ive had in a while. the talk we had goin there was pretty well needed and the things we talked about during the movie... i have never ever ever in my entire life cared so much about someone the way i care about him ( Read more... )

life's really hard. especially when you're always reminded of the dumb mistakes you've made. especially when you're trying so hard to not make any more mistakes, you unintentionally make an even bigger one. especially when you're told that you are a mistake. a dissapointment. a let down ( Read more... )

i havent updated in a while... well everythings been the same. friday night i went to the mall with maria then the guys took us to steaknshake n then i dun memeber what happened. lastnight me n pat spent the dfay together b4 work then after we went to sam's n i slept at maria's. pat brought us mcdonalds at 12.30. then woke me up this morning ( Read more... )

i have sooooooooo much freakin homework. and its all for the same effin class. go figure. so today wasnt all that bad. pat bought me another dozen roses and i got em b4 8th hour today. it was pretty damn cute. i love him. then he took me home, danielle picked me up, she had ant's car and we went to jean's house. savanna took me home after a while ( Read more... )

this weekend wasnt bad like they have been... i finally got to go out! friday night, maria came over after school, we got ready n pat n sam came n picked us up. they took us to dinner n then we went n saw white noise. i saw vicki at streets.. but we ended up leaving there n going to amc cuz it was soooo crowded and we didnt have time to stand in ( Read more... )

i got a new ringer for my phone. eminem-the way i am. no words just la musica. me gusta la. <<<

HAPPY NEW YEAR..... bitches ( Read more... )

this is my life...
feel free to ruin it at any moment

its so hard to just sit next to you and tell you everything i feel. you see, ive never really felt this way before. and nobody's ever said the things to me that you say. well, they've never meant it like you do. im just scared. because i know that there's a lot of other girls out there that are better than me, that are prettier than me. they can ( Read more... )