im so happy christmas is done with now. i got a cell phone from my parents and a cute jacket from "santa" lol i love how i enever get too old for the santa crap. its fun n cute ya know? nicole stopped by.. gave me 2 shirts from hollister. i went with pat to a family party all night. that was fun, then we came back to my house, he opened his ( Read more... )

guy to his friend: it seems like its been forever ( Read more... )

pat just left... he was here all night, him and my mom talked. it went well. he gave me 2 early christmas gifts. a heart/chain neckalce and another one thats gorgeous... diamonds. i seriously love him. we had fun just kinda sittin here talking all night... i went shopping earlier and spent 90 bux on nothing. lol oh well. i got pat something... i ( Read more... )

being grounded really sux. i dont evem know what to do with myself. all i want is to be able to go out and be with my bf. thats all i ask for... ahh ( Read more... )

i wanna cry. seriously. friday night was amazing till i came home at 3 in the morning... never been in so much trouble in my life. im grounded for at least a month of going anywhere inclusing winterbeak. its a LOOOOOONG story about what happened... but to make it short.. im grounded. i cryed so much this weekend. i lied to my paretns about ( Read more... )

so yesterday was spent completely with pat. went out after school, he dropped me off and went to school then he came back to my house and we went out for a bit. umm today was shitty at school. aced my trig test again, i think i did really really good on the chem one which is awesome cuz i need to do good. me n nicole went to return steaks for my ( Read more... )

so this past weekend was good. friday night i went to max's with pat after work and came home at 1 in the morning a lil bit tipsy... saturday me n maria spent the day together. we went to the mall... sat at my house, sat at hers, we had fun even tho we didnt do much. then pat picked me up n we went out for the rest of the night. yesterday me n ( Read more... )

i wish you'd just appreciate everything i do.
no matter how hard i try, its never good enough.
i always find a way to fuck up everying right i do.
maybe if you'd just look past my imperfections and see the good intentions i had..
maybe.. but you wont. you never will. it will never change.
but that doesn't mean I dont LOVE YOU.

fuck it.

school sucked. got a 105% on a chem quiz, 100 on a trip quiz. but i am failing 2 classes, acing one, and have cs in the rest. what the hell has happened to me? honestly.. i used to be a straigh-a student and now its like i dont motivate myself to even try. i could really care less about a lot lately. oh well ( Read more... )

ive spent so much money lately on shit. igot a pair of shoes.. 40 bux. a sweatshirt at hollister 50 bux. a shirt at hollister.. 30 bux. a pair of jeans 35 bux. and a 2 other shirts about 30 bux. that doesnt sound too bad tilln i added it up and saw i spent 185 bux in the past 2 weeks ( Read more... )