Shaun is sick...so im taking care of him...awwwwww. He went out with his friends last night and he drank too much and now he doesnt feel good. Im pretty sure he has a fever b/c his skin is burning up but he says he is freezing. He is taking a nap right now. Im supposed to wake him up around 2:20. We are goin to see Bewitched at the AMC 8 theater. ( Read more... )

i gave a really detailed update on my greatest journal b/c i went there 1st. so go to greatestjournal.com and search for username justabadm3m0ry and read that!!!!

<3 always Carebear (aka KiKi)

p.s. i love and miss u all.and hope to see u soon

i miss u all so much i havent really tlked to any of my old friends(well i like to think of them as still friends but we havent hung in fo-ever)in forever....im at b-love's jus chillin like a villain yo lol. im lovin him right now cuz he gave me something to drop my alcohol tolerance ALOT!...i had one and a half mikes and i am a lil buzzed and my ( Read more... )

no-one is here for me

i have no-one to turn to

i miss shaun

im dying here

someone come to my rescue

before i drown in my own tears

-carebear

I MISS SAM AND TARA LIKE WHOA

i need them badly

the time since i last wrote in here felt like it took forever to pass but now i look back on it and i realize it went faster than i thought.i hope the rest of my time away from shaun goes that fast or faster....faster i hope. im missin him more than ever...it still has proven to get harder and harder to get by and i miss him more each day. i got ( Read more... )

im beginning to think no-one is listening and that no-one cares anymore.....i havent had a single comment since december 19th except chelz but only because i told her to check it and her comment was about her....i seriously doubt anyone will read this...and i doubt anyone cares

carebear

leave a comment and prove me wrong

today was so boring...i couldnt sleep lastnight and i ended up stayin up til like 3:30 and waking up at like 6-6:30....when i first got to school i was hyper as hell and i coulodnt calm down....then in 3rd block i got really sleepy and i couldnt focus and i wasnt thinking clearly...my mind would switch subjects on me and i couldnt control it.....i ( Read more... )

4 more days and practically my whole world is gone forever.....wednesday...it has proven to be the day when everything bad happens....2 wednesdays ago...my one and only love left for basic and AIT....and in 4 days mary will be flying to Oklahoma....for god knows how long.....i hate wednesdays now ( Read more... )

Hilariousness: I die having sex haha!
Truth: I am kinky in bed
Wiggy-ness(weird-ness): It knows me
Grossness: That means I'll still be sexually active when im 64

i find that hilariously funny....go do it