i love everyone and everything and i just wish i could like this foreverrrr!!

[edit: sunday 3:15pm]
I was drunk when I wrote that apparently, because I don't remember writing it. Oh, life.

cause I can't breathe when you talk to me,
I can't breathe when your touching me
I suffocate when your away from me
so much love you take from me
I'm going out of my mind

I feel like I'm losing myself again. I feel like I'm losing everyone and everything. 
I can't do this by myself anymore. I just can't.

Time never had a chance to heal your heart
Just a number always counting down to a new start
If you always knew the truth
Then the world would spin around you
Are you dizzy yet?
 

Even now, you make my life more complicated than it should be.
I know it shouldn't be this way, I just know it.

lies. fuckwittage. dreams of you.
damnit.
I'm not sure how much longer I can do this.

when i saw that on your headboard, i didnt know what to think. i still dont know what to think. does it mean anything? do you even know its there? im sick of this fuckwittage. fuckfuckfuckityfuckfuck.

I can't even find the words to describe how I'm feeling anymore.

I went to my first real concert last night, and let me tell you, it was FUCKING INCREDIBLE. I went to the electric factory with Krissy and Amanda to see Jimmy Eat World, and i dont even know how to describe it. The opening band was just bad, and therefore i dont remember their name, but whatever. It was a guy on drumset, and a girl on guitar, and ( Read more... )

notes to random people:

-I dont really know what to think about you. You're a good friend, and I like to be around you, but honestly, I like it better when you're not around. I'm tired of always covering your ass. Im tired of you being a whore and always complaining. I only pretend to care, but really, i dont. I dont like how you're making me feel ( Read more... )