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[dreams_undreamt]

So, I know it's been a lon glong long timesince I've posted on here, but I feel as though I have failed to keep any eager listeners updated. Right now Im sitting at Tara's house in her room watching A Walk to Remember.It's a fairly good movie, not gonna lie.

Bigger update later, going to finish the movie right now and I don't feel like thinking.

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Ok, this needs to be said

[midnight_raven6]

Ok, I am sick of this. I am so tired of all these people bringing this up. Yes, I am hurting. More than anyone can fathom. But you know what? I've been hurting for most of my entire life so I'm ok with that. I'm ok with not being wanted. That's how my life started, that's how I'll end it if that's how it has to be. I'm not scared of being alone because no matter where I go, it's always me and I'm used to that. I'm a stranger inside my own family. Big whoop. Yeah, I did think I had a shot at happiness with you, but that's become a dream that I woke up from. Once again, no surprise there. C'est ma vie. You're happy with Tara and that's fine. I want you to be happy. I told you that almost a year ago when we first broke up and it still stands true. And no, I'm not being self-sacrificing. The only thing I asked you for was that we could still be friends because you are my best friend. I'm past the relationship You made the decision to put our relationship at the same level as me and Pooh (which could possibly become one of the biggest