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OK, so I've seriously lost interest in this place. Come to think of it, I've lost interest in a lot of this internet stuff. It's not that I'm too busy (and I'll be even less busy come next Thursday since Mom starts her new job then), it's just this all seems so superfluous. If you don't know what that means, go look it up. It'll do ( Read more... )

Note: This is where I explore the depths of my psyche. It will not dwell on any one person or topic as I like to keep things moving so they do not become stale. I would ask you to read this in its entirety but that would be selfish to ask so I refuse to ask. If you can figure out the depths of my psyche, please comment and help me figure myself out ( Read more... )

Well, I've been thinking an in all honest reality, I've been a bitch as well as an immature brat. No wonder I have the family nickname that I do. (And no Cody, don't say it. I know. My uncle is right about me. Happy now ( Read more... )

God, I suck. No seriously, I do. I need to learn to shut up sometimes. I almost spilled everything earlier. *shudders* That would have been bad. Ok, that's it. I'm sticking to my xanga from now on. I've got stricter rules on there as to my posting. Pictures went...decent today. Could have been better. I'll let my peeps decide for themselves. I do ( Read more... )

Ok, I am sick of this. Damn! Why can't people get the fricken picture? I DON'T WANT TO KEEP GETTING REMINDED OF THIS. Every time I get to the point where I get past something, SOMEONE has to bring it back up and rub salt into the wounds. So, let me set something straight and I don't want to hear anymore about this crap ( Read more... )

Ok, so because Cody just had to go and promise Tara not to talk to me, he's avoiding me completely now and said no more YIM, myspace, phone, anything. Ok, I admit, last night, I was hurt because 1) he's my best friend and 2) it's almost exactly how I almost lost Pooh as a best friend. Damn! Could he act anymore like Samantha? Right now, I'm furious ( Read more... )

Jeff lost last night to New Albany. No surprise there. If we had won, I'd be upset that I wasn't able to go. We suck this year, the guys at least. Spent the past two days loading songs to my computer. Been bored out of my mind. SO glad I'm going out with Paul on Tuesday after I go work at the Aquinas Center and the YMAT meeting. Tuesday, I won't be ( Read more... )

So what has happened since i last posted? *thinks* got an iPod finally......taking it to school tomorrow for math class....*thinks harder* I've lost weight....yeah really nothing has happened. still miserable and it blows my mind how miserable I am. Who'd though you could be so miserable because you lose the person you love? eh *shrug* story of my ( Read more... )

I'm sorry guys but I'm done with LiveJournal for a while. If you want to keep up with me, you'll have to read my xanga: http://www.xanga.com/Miracles33/ Sorry but I can't be on here anymore...at least not for a while. And yes...it is because of Cody.

I've been complaining about my life and how it's shitty and how I'm so depressed over me and Cody breaking up and then I get a slap in the face. How can I complain about my life and how bad it is with my mom and how I'm torn to pieces over losing Cody when Nicki is in foster care because of how her parents treat her?

God, I'm such an ass. I hate