Today I had a parade I had to be in....and if you haven't noticed it was raining today....hard....Yes yes that's my luck for you isn't it ( Read more... )

gibberish..it was all a bunch of gibberish

Yes yes I know I haven't written in a while....calm down will you? Losta stuff has happened I guess but I dunno I'm left in the same exact spot I was at. You guys know what I mean....Say one thing...do another...act one way....say something completly oppisite. OH YES that is life for you, huh? YES! BUt anyways I really am having a hard time this ( Read more... )

Cause it's all in my head ( Read more... )

dreamsforsale442: yeah and the pathetic thing is I STILL love him ( Read more... )

I just don't know what to do with myself ( Read more... )

Yes I had a very fun weekend, turned out to be VERY fun. Friday....when I had no plans....Ruben came over to keep me company around ten thirty. We watched a  movie and had a grand time. He is my buddy. SO yes he came over and then he left around midnight. I enjoyed that. On saturday I had to work a little, it was sort of the grand opening thingy ( Read more... )

HMMMM I wish I had FRIENDS. lolol but really I can't remember the last time I didn't have plans on a friday. JEeez what a mood detensify-er. lol yeah I start working tomorrow and I hope that people come to see me there! If you don't I will be oh so sad... SO COME :D ( Read more... )

I feel exceptionally better....exceptionally. I feel that for me and Rube to be friends I need to heal first.... I need to be able to have time to get over him and if he's still wanting my friendship then I would gladly be bff like he wants. Just need time I guess....time heals everything. At least I hope so. And from now on I am NOT going to think ( Read more... )