my favorite place is still and silent darkness
i can wrap my hands around myself
and curl into the imaginary.
i can feel your breath come and the walls expand to you.
encompassed by warmth
i feel.
you are here
my eyes close and my warm hands creep around
i feel nothing
and i remember it is only imaginary.

i made two scarves.
and went to urbana and carbondale.

i can feel the road beneath me.
and the wind beside me,
and accross my fingertips.
i can close my eyes and be anywhere.

there is an ocean of freedom inside of us.
fall back
and
swim.

after it rains,
the autumn scent.
while my feet touch earth
i watch to see
the flowers smile.

yesterday was ajna's birthday party.
it was really nice. kristin and alarik and lisa harper came, and it was really nice to see them.
alarik is getting so big, and he is very sweet.
him and ajna are going to be best friends.
its true.

today is ajna's birthday ( Read more... )

tonight barbara took me out and it was really nice ( Read more... )

tonight my mom took ajna to my aunts house, so i have the night off.
tomorrow night i am going to carbondale with jenny and mike knapp to visit lisa. i will be gone until monday.
next week ajna will be a year old. and that blows my mind.

ajna and i are at my moms house ( Read more... )

at night things are still ( Read more... )