I sever my ties with emotions.  I use logic and understand to feel.  If I never attach myself to anyone, I can't be hurt when they leave.  No more painful suicides.  No more sadness. No more hurt.

I tend to have the coolest dreams, ever.
I like the ones where I can fly around.  That would be bad ass in real life.

Anyways, this latest dream I had was about me being part of a superhero team that was reuniting for the first time in 10 years in San Diego.  The last time we met together, my brother had disappeared, and no  was talking about what ( Read more... )

Who wants to come over Tuesday night and watch a marathon of Avatar? I'm going to try to run all 3 seasons.

So come and watch it with me!

I miss watching movies with him.
I miss arguing over religion and science.

I miss trying to prove him wrong.
I miss him getting angry with me.

I just miss him.

Hey ya!

I've been back here for a month and Have not gone insane!!!!

Sorta....

LOL.  Anyone out here that likes to play games?
I have a lot of board games and video games that need people to play with.

COME PLAY WITH ME!!!

-Jack

Anyone into board games? I just got this pretty cool game HeroScape.  Who wants to play?

Think WoW+Chest+Risk+puzzle

I wouldn't really call myself "all-knowing" more like, all-understanding, which so happens to be my frailty.  And now, I don't really understand what happened.  I don't like getting pity or sympathy from others.  I don't like the attention, but I know what happens when such events occur.  My father killed himself yesterday ( Read more... )

I'm so tired of being alone...another night I cry at the moon in self pity wishing I could find just someone...and yet i'm called ugly, unattractive and disgusting.  No one ever can look at my with love in their eyes...
i will always be hated, no matter what i do...

I'm listening to "true colors" and it's shining through to me.  There are people who don't know how important they are in your life because you never tell them.  And then they leave, or take their own life, and you can never tell them.  I was hoping to make our friendship more than text messages and phone calls ( Read more... )

Have me distraught.  I don't know anything anymore.  I'm so sad.  This just takes me back to losing my first love over suicide.  And now a friend.  This...is painful but we will make it through ( Read more... )