why did i have to put my heart into everything i had. now its gone and i have nothing. no friendships that i thought meant something. someone that was suppose to love me with all of his heart. those close group of friends that listened to me if i had a problem and vise versa. i have so much anger about everything but i cant change it and thats what ( Read more... )

well i havent updated in a month. there is nothing really to say. i wish i had a reason to get up everyday cause lately i havent been. i sleep go to school work home and then sleep some more. im really amounting to nothing. sad but true. life could get worse but i think ive hit rock bottom a couple times in the past few months. so lay it on me. im ( Read more... )

why do i feel so horrible. i know why but i dont know exactly why. this is just shitty. i should go to bed. in the last two days i got two hours of sleep. for more reasons then one.

we're soulmates...too bad huh?

that was a flashback.

will it get any worse? probably why wouldnt it.

im sorry to everyone who i have hurt in the past two years. im sorry.

what is left for me? nothing im hopeless

Gotta change my answering machine ( Read more... )

Name: Mary
Date of Birth: Sept. 2 87'
Hair color: Blonde
Eye color: steel blue
Age: 18
Height: 5'2 maybe?

KITCHEN
Most cooked dish: TACOS!
Most used appliance: knife
Greatest accomplishment: cooking tacos for me and cort the other night, i made dessert too

BEDROOM
Usual bedtime: one on school days, whenever on the weekends.
Preferred PJs: comfy pj pants, some ( Read more... )

I Love you Sammy! Thank you so much. Ill be dropping by soon. Have my captain ready!

i really love my music class. its great! there are some hotties in there too. hmm?

well im off to work. Love ya

Now I'm sittin' here ( Read more... )

for once this isnt an angry journal entry. its an ok one ( Read more... )