Read our (ryan and rachel's) journal at http://livejournal.com/users/yinnyang

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I wish that I could just get out of this fuckin world... I'm tired of people trying to fuck things up.. Last night some shit went down... made me feel like crap.. and today hasnt been any better ( Read more... )

Well.. I tried to update this yesterday but didn't get it dont so now Rachel gets to type it ALL again ( Read more... )

I really wish I could just leave this world.... and create a world of my own. A world of peace... a world of me and the person that I love the most, Ryan ( Read more... )

Today was the biggest test of my life... Mark showed back up.. yes, mark my ex.. the one who took off to Kansas for 7 months. Well... he stood at my door and I just shook my head no.. and hes like 'what' and i said 'no..' and hes like 'i just wanted to tell you I was back' and i was like 'well thingsve changed' and hes like 'i can understand that. ( Read more... )

Lots has been going on. Ryan was here this past weekend for our 3 month anniversary. I know it hasn't been long.. but I feel like its been FOREVER. I'm so happy with him. It was WAY hard to say goodbye.. he came back to give me "Our Songs" CD that he made that he forgot in his car when he left.. so that was sweet =)He left a shirt here.. it smells ( Read more... )

Spent my day off of school switching rooms with my sister so I didn't have to be in the basement anymore with the flees.. yuck! Lots of drama's been going on... blah! Kristopher, my little "pimp" bother turned 4 today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRISTOPHER ( Read more... )

How about an update on the life of Rachel? Well... Ryan just left town today. It was a good visit. We've had a LOT of time to spend together lately. He was supposed to leave last night, but right when he was getting ready to walk out the door.. my mom got a message on our machine that my aunt was in the hospital and wasn't going to make it.. so he ( Read more... )

Life's great.. if only I could move out of this shit hole fuckin house. I'm happy that I have the best man in the world though... Can't wait to graduate.. and go to UNI to be with him. I love him so much... I've always thought before that I was happy in relationships.. but as my step mom tells me.. A womans intuition is the strongest thing she has ( Read more... )