well goodness gracious. i didn't realize how long it'd been since i'd updated this thing.

new band:  myspace.com/thesewordsarewater

enjoy it.

i'll update with something significant later.

btw, kelly jones.....you're wonderful. and abosulutely gorgeous. i wish you were back in florida.

seriously.

why is that no matter how nice i am, no matter how understanding i am, no matter what. i am left alone, with no one. :-/

so i'm really tired of being broken hearted and feeling like i'm not wanted. when do i get my chance to in love and it not blow up in my face? when the fuck is it my turn to be happy? fuckin shit. what the fuck is so bad about me or what the fuck did i do that was so bad for me to deserve nothing but heartache? i mean really. holy shit.

so i haven't talked to heather in what seems like two weeks. or however long she hasn't had a cell phone. i saw her at the mullet festival and got like 2 minutes of hi and hello and that was it. its kinda weird. i used to look forward to textingher everymorning wishing her a good day. and now that doens't happen. she doesn't come by the house ( Read more... )

so a friend of mine was hurt really badly today. not physically like she's in the hospital, but emotionally. it wasn't something i did, and i had nothing to do with at all...but i'm really worried about her and wish that i could be there for her, but i have no way of getting ahold of her to see if she's ok. i'm worrying so much its making me ill. ( Read more... )

i miss you. and i worry about you. alot. i miss your hugs. the one like you gave me yesterday, as if you never wanted to let go.

so my weekend was busy. show friday that was great aside from the fact that hardly anyone showed up. oh well ( Read more... )

okay so here's the scoop ( Read more... )

OH man I'm so freaking hott!

WHO wants to have my babbies?

Okay okay so I'm married to HEATHER HARRISON.

I love her extra much!

WOAH and DAMN she is FINE..have you seen that ass?

WELL I like cookies.

Ps.

Heather Harrison is just the best girl ever in the world. EVEN BETTER THAN YOU!

lets see...i think i'll work backwards from today instead of starting from the last time i updated and leading up to today. so we had a show on saturday at the daily grind with the beauty in rapture(who effin owned pensacola that nite i might add), it went rather well. it was probably atd's best performance ever. so if you missed, well you just ( Read more... )